Nicole and I have a Fan!
You are so incrediably cruel to men. I've been beating off a lot to your journal reading about how you take porn-addicted losers like me and push them even further down the gutter, to the point that they lose everything, end up living in a cardboard box, and still have to beat off to you nightly while thinking about what a bitch you are! Fuck, you're an unfair manipulating beautiful teasing bitch! I love it when you force guys to pound hard liquor while beaing off until they pass the fuck out. I hope that I can find you available for calls sometime soon so that I can get a seriously hard forced intox and chronic masturbation session from you. All I am is a loser and a chronic masturbator. I beat off at least 6 times per day to thoughts of hot girls like you and your friend Nicole rejecting me, humiliating me, and openly laughing in my face at how pathetic I am. My entire "love life" consists of gigs of humiliation porn, my balled up fist, and industrial-sized jars of vaseline. I do hope that I'm able to contact you soon. And may I ask if your hot friend Nicole has an nf acct, a blog, or anything) so that I can try to contact and serve her as well? It is so unfair how you two use your beauty to take advantage of stupid horney men like me. But being taken advantage or, rejected, humiliated, and laughed at is all that I stroke and squirt to while pounding down as much hard cheap booze as I can.
ps from Sara - Nicole doesn't have an online life unless you count Facebook and she won't reveal her Facebook to losers like you!
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Sunday, September 11, 2011
Mixed Nuts
I wasn't sure what was up with slave nuts, lately he hadn't been doing as many CBT sessions with me. So when I confronted him about it, he sheepishly revealed the dreaded truth: he had started to date someone. This is often the kiss of death as in the end of a beautiful Dom\sub relationship to use two overused cliches. Slaves tend to evaporate when they start to date.
I've found that if a slave is getting vanilla sex with someone NEW, their desire for kinky sex or kinky encounters wanes, that is, until the newness wears off. So, you say, I shouldn't let him date? He's a session slave, not a personal slave. Outside of my kicking his balls, smacking his balls plus using footwear and apparatus to inflict CBT, I didn't own this slave. He's a masochist, not a submissive, per se. He submits to pain. So I wasn't surprised that he started to date someone. He probably needs sex. But when the plain old vanilla sex wears off, I know he'll be back for more flip-flop and stiletto CBT. Till then, there's always fatfuck...
I wasn't sure what was up with slave nuts, lately he hadn't been doing as many CBT sessions with me. So when I confronted him about it, he sheepishly revealed the dreaded truth: he had started to date someone. This is often the kiss of death as in the end of a beautiful Dom\sub relationship to use two overused cliches. Slaves tend to evaporate when they start to date.
I've found that if a slave is getting vanilla sex with someone NEW, their desire for kinky sex or kinky encounters wanes, that is, until the newness wears off. So, you say, I shouldn't let him date? He's a session slave, not a personal slave. Outside of my kicking his balls, smacking his balls plus using footwear and apparatus to inflict CBT, I didn't own this slave. He's a masochist, not a submissive, per se. He submits to pain. So I wasn't surprised that he started to date someone. He probably needs sex. But when the plain old vanilla sex wears off, I know he'll be back for more flip-flop and stiletto CBT. Till then, there's always fatfuck...
Saturday, August 06, 2011
Nicole's New Slave
Nicole has a new slave to replace Kweer who vamoosed and not a word since. Her slave Idiot still pops up the periscope every now and then for a financial domination afternoon of shoppery topped off with ballbusting and sock pussy. Anyway, Nicole found a small dick loser slave who has long hair, which I don't like on guys except Troy Polamalu. Troy Polamalu, now I'm distracted thinking about him, I'd rather think about Troy than Nicole's loser slave. Nicole's loser slave runs a painting business so she's trying to think of a name of a painter as his slave name, like Van Gogh, but hasn't settled on a name yet. The guy is divorced and it's hard to believe he was ever married, he's such a fucking wimp! Nicole promised him a foot fetish double domme session and we delivered. The guy was dickless, his peen was a stubbin and we made him kiss our feet, sniff our heels and drink room service champagne out of our heels, then he begged for a foot job, but Nicole told him to hump the floor while he gazed at Nicole and I played footsies with each other. Then he must have spurted because he made this wimpy pathetic yodel and lay on the floor trying to catch his breath. Gawd it's hard to believe someone ever even had sex with this loser! Then we took our money and vamoosed. Nicole always wants to go shopping with fresh cash. I told her I needed to bank mine which made Nicole get sad face, then she went shopping by her lonesome.
Nicole has a new slave to replace Kweer who vamoosed and not a word since. Her slave Idiot still pops up the periscope every now and then for a financial domination afternoon of shoppery topped off with ballbusting and sock pussy. Anyway, Nicole found a small dick loser slave who has long hair, which I don't like on guys except Troy Polamalu. Troy Polamalu, now I'm distracted thinking about him, I'd rather think about Troy than Nicole's loser slave. Nicole's loser slave runs a painting business so she's trying to think of a name of a painter as his slave name, like Van Gogh, but hasn't settled on a name yet. The guy is divorced and it's hard to believe he was ever married, he's such a fucking wimp! Nicole promised him a foot fetish double domme session and we delivered. The guy was dickless, his peen was a stubbin and we made him kiss our feet, sniff our heels and drink room service champagne out of our heels, then he begged for a foot job, but Nicole told him to hump the floor while he gazed at Nicole and I played footsies with each other. Then he must have spurted because he made this wimpy pathetic yodel and lay on the floor trying to catch his breath. Gawd it's hard to believe someone ever even had sex with this loser! Then we took our money and vamoosed. Nicole always wants to go shopping with fresh cash. I told her I needed to bank mine which made Nicole get sad face, then she went shopping by her lonesome.
Saturday, June 11, 2011
forced fat phone sex!
Forced fat phone sex is similar to forced intox phone sex except you force a slave to get fat. With my forced fat phone sex slave, butter gutter, there's also an element of forced intox too, read on. butter gutter has gained so much weight that his work colleagues and friends have commented about his rapid weight gain and some even suggested he get checked out for a glandular problem. LMAO! The only glandular problem that butter gutter has is in his gonads.
In fact now, he's been making lard balls for me, yes, out of lard, real bacon lard that he must eat on his cam for me. To make the lard-eating experience more visually appealing for his Mistress, he's permitted to dip them in those confetti colored ice cream sprinkles and mangia!
I really want butter gutter to gain a pound a day, but he's only been gaining about a half pound a day on his lard, butter, tub of cake frosting, candy bar and scotch mixed with heavy cream diet. Yes, that is the forced intox aspect, he has to drink at least 4 Scotch & Creams every day! Right in a row!
butter gutter had to buy new clothes because he gained so much weight, but I didn't want him getting spendy on getting outfitted for his fatass when he should be spending money on his Mistress instead. So I made him go to a thrift shop for his new lardass wardrobe. And I made him take his old clothes to a consignment shop so he could make $$ from selling those and use that $$ to buy more fat clothes as he gets fatter and fatter!
Forced fat phone sex is similar to forced intox phone sex except you force a slave to get fat. With my forced fat phone sex slave, butter gutter, there's also an element of forced intox too, read on. butter gutter has gained so much weight that his work colleagues and friends have commented about his rapid weight gain and some even suggested he get checked out for a glandular problem. LMAO! The only glandular problem that butter gutter has is in his gonads.
In fact now, he's been making lard balls for me, yes, out of lard, real bacon lard that he must eat on his cam for me. To make the lard-eating experience more visually appealing for his Mistress, he's permitted to dip them in those confetti colored ice cream sprinkles and mangia!
I really want butter gutter to gain a pound a day, but he's only been gaining about a half pound a day on his lard, butter, tub of cake frosting, candy bar and scotch mixed with heavy cream diet. Yes, that is the forced intox aspect, he has to drink at least 4 Scotch & Creams every day! Right in a row!
butter gutter had to buy new clothes because he gained so much weight, but I didn't want him getting spendy on getting outfitted for his fatass when he should be spending money on his Mistress instead. So I made him go to a thrift shop for his new lardass wardrobe. And I made him take his old clothes to a consignment shop so he could make $$ from selling those and use that $$ to buy more fat clothes as he gets fatter and fatter!
ball slicer
I have a new slave who is also working up to cutting off his balls for me. He's been wearing a stretcher band one to two hours per day to begin to numb the scrotal nerves and he's ordering a cigar cutter that looks like a fancy guillotine to cut his balls off.
He's been ball punched and kicked for many years by Mistresses and a real girl who was into ballkicking, but unfortunately the real girl moved :-( He's been wanting to castrate himself, because he reports that his balls are pretty useless, they've shrunk in size from all the CBT, it takes him forever to get an erection that he can't maintain anyway, and when he is able to masturbate to orgasm, he spurts very little. He also thinks they're not producing very much testosterone, because he has very little body hair any more and can go days without shaving.
To humiliate himself, he also goes on dates with the ugliest women he can find in his area on Match.com (because he's not bad-looking) and then when they are so desperately horny to have sex with him, find out he has an erection problem. They reassure him or pity him at first thinking he's nervous, but then after they find out he's a deadfuck, get pissed off at him and break off with him.
A few have suggested he use Viagra and he's thought about it to humiliate himself even more, because while he'd be able to use his penis like a dildo, he'd get no pleasure himself. Becoming a eunuch is his only option. He doesn't deserve to have balls!
I have a new slave who is also working up to cutting off his balls for me. He's been wearing a stretcher band one to two hours per day to begin to numb the scrotal nerves and he's ordering a cigar cutter that looks like a fancy guillotine to cut his balls off.
He's been ball punched and kicked for many years by Mistresses and a real girl who was into ballkicking, but unfortunately the real girl moved :-( He's been wanting to castrate himself, because he reports that his balls are pretty useless, they've shrunk in size from all the CBT, it takes him forever to get an erection that he can't maintain anyway, and when he is able to masturbate to orgasm, he spurts very little. He also thinks they're not producing very much testosterone, because he has very little body hair any more and can go days without shaving.
To humiliate himself, he also goes on dates with the ugliest women he can find in his area on Match.com (because he's not bad-looking) and then when they are so desperately horny to have sex with him, find out he has an erection problem. They reassure him or pity him at first thinking he's nervous, but then after they find out he's a deadfuck, get pissed off at him and break off with him.
A few have suggested he use Viagra and he's thought about it to humiliate himself even more, because while he'd be able to use his penis like a dildo, he'd get no pleasure himself. Becoming a eunuch is his only option. He doesn't deserve to have balls!
Saturday, April 23, 2011
Flip Flopping
Since some of you begged to hear what is up with my latest slaves, here are a few morsels for your delectation. nuts gave me a really nice tooled leather purse from Rio along with some really pretty intricately beaded flip flops. He knows I have a purse addiction, lol, and he has a flip flop addiction. He's addicted to me beating his balls with flip flops. So of course I had to break in my new flip flops, not just wear them. Since they have leather soles, I needed to scuff them up a bit so they weren't so slippery when walking, but also the leather was really evil to smack his balls with, that inimitable sound. So I was happy with what nuts bought me while he was in Brazil for Mardi Gras since fatfuck let me down when he went to Hawaii and came back with lame tourist-y gifts.
Have I heard from my Forced Intox slave? No, not the slave featured here on my blog, but I have heard from another Forced Intox slave who loves draining a bottle of Jack Daniels and then passing out till his money runs out on Niteflirt. I hear him snoring and I put the phone down and then I collect his money. I'm sure he wakes up with a hella hangover and a hella ding to his credit card. While I wake up with a nice hella bunch of Niteflirt dollars!
Since some of you begged to hear what is up with my latest slaves, here are a few morsels for your delectation. nuts gave me a really nice tooled leather purse from Rio along with some really pretty intricately beaded flip flops. He knows I have a purse addiction, lol, and he has a flip flop addiction. He's addicted to me beating his balls with flip flops. So of course I had to break in my new flip flops, not just wear them. Since they have leather soles, I needed to scuff them up a bit so they weren't so slippery when walking, but also the leather was really evil to smack his balls with, that inimitable sound. So I was happy with what nuts bought me while he was in Brazil for Mardi Gras since fatfuck let me down when he went to Hawaii and came back with lame tourist-y gifts.
Have I heard from my Forced Intox slave? No, not the slave featured here on my blog, but I have heard from another Forced Intox slave who loves draining a bottle of Jack Daniels and then passing out till his money runs out on Niteflirt. I hear him snoring and I put the phone down and then I collect his money. I'm sure he wakes up with a hella hangover and a hella ding to his credit card. While I wake up with a nice hella bunch of Niteflirt dollars!
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
brazil nuts
A few of my Niteflirt callers have asked what I've been doing lately to my pain slut nuts a/k/a my ballbusting and CBT slave. nuts is part brazilian, but born in the USofA, so he looks like most South Floridians, Hispanic. He did go down to Carnival this year, that fucker. He claims he was also visiting relatives. I told him to buy me something, he said he did and will give it to me tomorrow, it's a surprise, whatever it is and it better be good. I see him about once a week, but not every week do we do a session, because he has to have some recovery time LMAO. We usually go to dinner on the "off" weeks, because he likes being seen with a pretty girl and I like free dinners because I hate to cook, no really I like to cook, just not for me myself and I. Actually, nuts isn't bad looking, but not my type. I guess he wants the illusion that we might be dating, when we're hell no not, and more importantly he does have to pay to take me out regardless if his nutsack gets crushed.
By special request from some of my CBT and Ballbusting Niteflirt callers, I'm working on a new Niteflirt Pay-to-View on how to bust your own nuts. Yes, DIY Nutbusting for when I'm not around to inflict pain on your worthless nads. I should have the Pay-to-View Assignment done within a week, so look for it on Niteflirt and be prepared to pay, literally and figuratively.
A few of my Niteflirt callers have asked what I've been doing lately to my pain slut nuts a/k/a my ballbusting and CBT slave. nuts is part brazilian, but born in the USofA, so he looks like most South Floridians, Hispanic. He did go down to Carnival this year, that fucker. He claims he was also visiting relatives. I told him to buy me something, he said he did and will give it to me tomorrow, it's a surprise, whatever it is and it better be good. I see him about once a week, but not every week do we do a session, because he has to have some recovery time LMAO. We usually go to dinner on the "off" weeks, because he likes being seen with a pretty girl and I like free dinners because I hate to cook, no really I like to cook, just not for me myself and I. Actually, nuts isn't bad looking, but not my type. I guess he wants the illusion that we might be dating, when we're hell no not, and more importantly he does have to pay to take me out regardless if his nutsack gets crushed.
By special request from some of my CBT and Ballbusting Niteflirt callers, I'm working on a new Niteflirt Pay-to-View on how to bust your own nuts. Yes, DIY Nutbusting for when I'm not around to inflict pain on your worthless nads. I should have the Pay-to-View Assignment done within a week, so look for it on Niteflirt and be prepared to pay, literally and figuratively.
Saturday, March 05, 2011
Forced Intox Blackmail Money Slave is Back
Dan the Forced Intox money slave returned for an early morning of debauchery. Click on the link to see an earlier recap with photos of a previous Forced Intox Blackmail session. Loose lips sink ships and Dan's lips definitely sank a few during this Niteflirt phone call, I picked up a few more interesting blackmail bits:
This is the tamest picture from the screen captures Dan! As you can see below, ladies and fags, Dan is a cute guy when he's not en flagrante! But he can't stay away from the sauce and the femmes fatales who force him to indulge!
So let's see how long it will take Dan to pay my Blog Post Removal Fee! The countdown begins....
Dan the Forced Intox money slave returned for an early morning of debauchery. Click on the link to see an earlier recap with photos of a previous Forced Intox Blackmail session. Loose lips sink ships and Dan's lips definitely sank a few during this Niteflirt phone call, I picked up a few more interesting blackmail bits:
- His father's office number at the Foundation his father runs
- The name of the Foundation
- How his family made their fortune
- Dan's fraternity nickname and his fraternity's website
- Previously, I got the phone number to the parent's house, but not
the address, but this time, voila, I got the address too! - I kept the chat log of our convo while Dan was on the phone and
Dan did a very kinky forced intox cam CBT masturbation show for me - In the chat log, Dan confesses what he would have rather been
doing, and it wasn't Tequila and beer!
So let's see how long it will take Dan to pay my Blog Post Removal Fee! The countdown begins....
Monday, February 07, 2011
butter gutter
The new gutter slut has been ruined even further. He has gained more weight and can't fit into his pants, well, he can still zip them but can't button them, so he has to make sure a belt keeps them up. I see clown suspenders in the near future LMAO. His coworkers and friends have commented that he's gotten a little porky and maybe he needs to "lay off the bacon." But I just upgraded him to a butter and bacon diet! A stick of butter and bacon for breakfast, a BLT with extra bacon and mayo for lunch and more butter and bacon for dinner. If he can't get to a BLT for lunch, he must hit a drive-thru and order anything with bacon. Double bacon cheeseburger!
He also had to give his blow-up sex doll a name, Michelle, and has to refer to her around the office as his new girlfriend and talk about their dates, e.g., what movies they've watched together. He's even supposed to talk about how Michelle is very kinky in bed when he's talking to his male co-workers or friends. Of course, everyone is waiting to meet the infamous Michelle now. Better keep Michelle inflated, gutter slut!
Since Valentine's Day is coming up, he was ordered to buy Michelle some new lingerie at Victoria's Secret, I made him measure up Michelle to be sure everything will fit. Michelle is quite petite, she's no blimp even though her gutter slut boyfriend is turning into one!
Of course, there will be a VS e-GiftCard for his Mistress for Valentine's Day!
The new gutter slut has been ruined even further. He has gained more weight and can't fit into his pants, well, he can still zip them but can't button them, so he has to make sure a belt keeps them up. I see clown suspenders in the near future LMAO. His coworkers and friends have commented that he's gotten a little porky and maybe he needs to "lay off the bacon." But I just upgraded him to a butter and bacon diet! A stick of butter and bacon for breakfast, a BLT with extra bacon and mayo for lunch and more butter and bacon for dinner. If he can't get to a BLT for lunch, he must hit a drive-thru and order anything with bacon. Double bacon cheeseburger!
He also had to give his blow-up sex doll a name, Michelle, and has to refer to her around the office as his new girlfriend and talk about their dates, e.g., what movies they've watched together. He's even supposed to talk about how Michelle is very kinky in bed when he's talking to his male co-workers or friends. Of course, everyone is waiting to meet the infamous Michelle now. Better keep Michelle inflated, gutter slut!
Since Valentine's Day is coming up, he was ordered to buy Michelle some new lingerie at Victoria's Secret, I made him measure up Michelle to be sure everything will fit. Michelle is quite petite, she's no blimp even though her gutter slut boyfriend is turning into one!
Of course, there will be a VS e-GiftCard for his Mistress for Valentine's Day!
Sunday, January 23, 2011
new gutter slut update!
I love ruining men. It's a power trip to take a man who people might think was a normal guy, and turn him gay, sissy, turn him into a hooker, force intox him and make him do stupid things that will ruin his life. And then before he knows it, he's starring in his own version of Leaving Las Vegas, except some cute escort hooker girl isn't going to let him live at her place while he's on the downhill gutter slide. No! My gutter sluts have to live on the streets or in seedy motels or in alleys in refrigerator boxes, sleep on the beach, live in their cars. Whatever ruination awaits them, it is their fate, and the fate that I have forced on them.
So my latest gutter slut is worried that his job is now in jeopardy as he has been answering the phone at work when people call him by his sex slave name and then trying to joke his way out of it, but he reports people at work are getting a little worried about him. He also hasn't been shaving or showering and he hasn't been wearing appropriate attire to his office. His all-butter-all-the-time diet has made him gain 4 pounds already and he's stopped going to the gym. He's been driving around at nite with a blow-up sex doll in his car and yelling out the car window that he's GAY or a FAG or a SISSY. Since he's not allowed to drunk drive, forced intox awaits when he gets home, where he has to do multiple shots of Scotch and get stupider and suck on weird things around the house (like shampoo bottle cock) and hump furniture.
It won't be long before I totally gutter sluttify this slave. Too bad he only rents an apartment and leases his car, he has no assets, not even a 401K that I can suck dry. So this gutter slut will be ruined, just because....
I love ruining men. It's a power trip to take a man who people might think was a normal guy, and turn him gay, sissy, turn him into a hooker, force intox him and make him do stupid things that will ruin his life. And then before he knows it, he's starring in his own version of Leaving Las Vegas, except some cute escort hooker girl isn't going to let him live at her place while he's on the downhill gutter slide. No! My gutter sluts have to live on the streets or in seedy motels or in alleys in refrigerator boxes, sleep on the beach, live in their cars. Whatever ruination awaits them, it is their fate, and the fate that I have forced on them.
So my latest gutter slut is worried that his job is now in jeopardy as he has been answering the phone at work when people call him by his sex slave name and then trying to joke his way out of it, but he reports people at work are getting a little worried about him. He also hasn't been shaving or showering and he hasn't been wearing appropriate attire to his office. His all-butter-all-the-time diet has made him gain 4 pounds already and he's stopped going to the gym. He's been driving around at nite with a blow-up sex doll in his car and yelling out the car window that he's GAY or a FAG or a SISSY. Since he's not allowed to drunk drive, forced intox awaits when he gets home, where he has to do multiple shots of Scotch and get stupider and suck on weird things around the house (like shampoo bottle cock) and hump furniture.
It won't be long before I totally gutter sluttify this slave. Too bad he only rents an apartment and leases his car, he has no assets, not even a 401K that I can suck dry. So this gutter slut will be ruined, just because....
bye bye balls!
Right now, ballboy's pathetic penis is locked up in a dick cage (CB3000) but in a few weeks, it's going to be time to take this bitch's balls using a band castrator. ballboy is going to apply the band on cam and there is no way once it's on, to take it off. Severe! He doesn't deserve his balls anyway, so turning him into a nut-less eunuch is completely justified. Femdoms have owned eunuchs for centuries. Without testosterone, eunuchs are just little bitches who Femdoms can use for their amusement and of course, profit. In fact, since this bitch can't go thru with his cam castration ceremony for a few weeks because of needing to get the money together for his Niteflirt session, he should be working two jobs! One to pay his minimum bills and the other job to tribute his Femdom owner! Well he did drain his Niteflirt account today with a tribute, but these tributes will need to be fatter and more frequent as I turn this eunuch into a complete worker drone and nut-less slave for me. And he will also remain in chastity, perhaps without orgasm ever again, as his total focus should be on serving me, not on masturbating or even having a sexual thought ever again!
Right now, ballboy's pathetic penis is locked up in a dick cage (CB3000) but in a few weeks, it's going to be time to take this bitch's balls using a band castrator. ballboy is going to apply the band on cam and there is no way once it's on, to take it off. Severe! He doesn't deserve his balls anyway, so turning him into a nut-less eunuch is completely justified. Femdoms have owned eunuchs for centuries. Without testosterone, eunuchs are just little bitches who Femdoms can use for their amusement and of course, profit. In fact, since this bitch can't go thru with his cam castration ceremony for a few weeks because of needing to get the money together for his Niteflirt session, he should be working two jobs! One to pay his minimum bills and the other job to tribute his Femdom owner! Well he did drain his Niteflirt account today with a tribute, but these tributes will need to be fatter and more frequent as I turn this eunuch into a complete worker drone and nut-less slave for me. And he will also remain in chastity, perhaps without orgasm ever again, as his total focus should be on serving me, not on masturbating or even having a sexual thought ever again!
Saturday, January 08, 2011
a new gutter slut?
I had a Niteflirt slut ring me up last nite who wants to be totally ruined "just like the gutter slut" and asked if I've heard anything lately from him/her. I said no, I assume I totally ruined that sissy faggot and that she must be sleeping in a cardboard box, raiding dumpsters for food and sucking cock for booze money. Gutter slut had been sinking deeper into my forced ruination. I was responsible for him getting divorced, I turned him into a total sissy, (okay now I'm going to refer to him as "her" since I sissified her). I made her live in seedy motels, streetwalk (yeah I pimped her out) and I made her suck cock at the bookstores. Gutter slut was on a Colt 45 and greasy fast food diet, but didn't gain weight, because she had to walk everywhere and was only allowed to eat 2 meals a day plus drink her hooch. My ruination caller found all of this so hot and wants this to be his fate too. A new gutter slut! I can't wait!
So far my new gutter slut has to answer his business calls with his new sissy girl name, break up with his girlfriend, eat a stick of butter a day, drink multiple shots of scotch a day (forced intox!), jack off compulsively, drive around with a blow-up sex doll in his car and more humiliating things than I want to publish on my blog, I'd rather have you ruination sluts call me live on Niteflirt and find out how I would ruin you too!
I had a Niteflirt slut ring me up last nite who wants to be totally ruined "just like the gutter slut" and asked if I've heard anything lately from him/her. I said no, I assume I totally ruined that sissy faggot and that she must be sleeping in a cardboard box, raiding dumpsters for food and sucking cock for booze money. Gutter slut had been sinking deeper into my forced ruination. I was responsible for him getting divorced, I turned him into a total sissy, (okay now I'm going to refer to him as "her" since I sissified her). I made her live in seedy motels, streetwalk (yeah I pimped her out) and I made her suck cock at the bookstores. Gutter slut was on a Colt 45 and greasy fast food diet, but didn't gain weight, because she had to walk everywhere and was only allowed to eat 2 meals a day plus drink her hooch. My ruination caller found all of this so hot and wants this to be his fate too. A new gutter slut! I can't wait!
So far my new gutter slut has to answer his business calls with his new sissy girl name, break up with his girlfriend, eat a stick of butter a day, drink multiple shots of scotch a day (forced intox!), jack off compulsively, drive around with a blow-up sex doll in his car and more humiliating things than I want to publish on my blog, I'd rather have you ruination sluts call me live on Niteflirt and find out how I would ruin you too!
mixed nuts
I asked slave nuts how and when he first found out he was into ballbusting and ballkicking he said it happened during a karate class when he was in college. He was up to a purple belt (whatever that means). He got kicked in the nuts accidentally by a girl in the class. He doubled over and tears came to his eyes, though he didn't feel like "crying", he claimed it was some type of physiological response. The other girls in the class giggled at his weakness. Ever since then he craved the fantasy of getting kicked in the balls by a girl, but kept it repressed, meaning he never asked any of his girlfriends or his ex-wife: hey, would you like to kick me in the balls? Instead he sought out Mistresses. This began, he said, back in the 90's. Ballkicking and ballbusting weren't popular fetishes back then and most of the Mistresses he sessioned with were way more into stereotypical CBT or cock and ball bondage and didn't understand his fetish. One Mistress would go as far as stepping on his balls, he said, but not that hard, because she didn't want to ruin his balls by popping them. Well, I guess that was nice of her LMAO!
So, he claimed, he gave up on indulging his fetish with Mistresses and would just masturbate to it. Then he began noticing very kinky ads on Craigslist and on a Sugar Daddy website where he could search for local Sugar Babies. These ads seemed to be placed by real girls, not just Mistresses and it excited him more that a real girl might kick him in the nuts again. He said that the whole dungeon theatrical Ice Queen Mistress scene kind of put him off anyway. A real girl had kicked him in the balls and that had set his fetish into motion. When he confessed most of his jerk-off fantasies to me, they involved situations where real girls kicked him in the balls for some reason whether it involved public humiliation such as in a karate class or some other scenario.
So he began responding to some of the kinkier ads and placing ads himself. Through the power of the internet, he found real girls to kick his balls! He said the girls definitely understood it and most of them enjoyed it. But none of them were into a regular arrangement, they seemed into it only when they needed money. A few years ago, nuts responded to my kinky profile on the Sugar Daddy website and we had a few sessions. But then when I jammed my heel into his balls under a restaurant table during dinner one nite, he flipped out. I immediately wrote him off. How dare he? He was supposed to be my slave. But what I didn't quite understand about nuts was that he's mostly a masochist and fetishist. He doesn't consider himself to be submissive, even though I do. He told me this later, when we got together again. My stiletto heel impalement took him by surprise and that while public humiliation was definitely in his fantasy scenarios, he had problems reconciling it into reality scenarios. Plus the fact that ballbusting gives him nausea, so he can't combine it with a dining experience lolol. To give him credit, he did try to get back in touch with me, but I have a temper and I'm quick to cut a guy off, if he pisses me off.
So as I've revealed, our paths crossed again a few years later, and now nuts is my ballbusting slave who I see every few weeks to ballkick and beat his balls with high heels or flipflops. Flipflop CBT is fun (for me!) He'll take me out to dinner sometimes, but only lite footsie action. He likes our dinner convo to be about kinky stuff, hehe, I'm sure he goes home and jacks off to it. I still want to give nuts a few more fetishes, namely strap-on and cocksucking, we'll see if I can work him up to it. So far, he hasn't seemed interested. He's offered to worship my ass, but I'm more into something I can really control and dominate with like facefucking him with a girl cock!
I asked slave nuts how and when he first found out he was into ballbusting and ballkicking he said it happened during a karate class when he was in college. He was up to a purple belt (whatever that means). He got kicked in the nuts accidentally by a girl in the class. He doubled over and tears came to his eyes, though he didn't feel like "crying", he claimed it was some type of physiological response. The other girls in the class giggled at his weakness. Ever since then he craved the fantasy of getting kicked in the balls by a girl, but kept it repressed, meaning he never asked any of his girlfriends or his ex-wife: hey, would you like to kick me in the balls? Instead he sought out Mistresses. This began, he said, back in the 90's. Ballkicking and ballbusting weren't popular fetishes back then and most of the Mistresses he sessioned with were way more into stereotypical CBT or cock and ball bondage and didn't understand his fetish. One Mistress would go as far as stepping on his balls, he said, but not that hard, because she didn't want to ruin his balls by popping them. Well, I guess that was nice of her LMAO!
So, he claimed, he gave up on indulging his fetish with Mistresses and would just masturbate to it. Then he began noticing very kinky ads on Craigslist and on a Sugar Daddy website where he could search for local Sugar Babies. These ads seemed to be placed by real girls, not just Mistresses and it excited him more that a real girl might kick him in the nuts again. He said that the whole dungeon theatrical Ice Queen Mistress scene kind of put him off anyway. A real girl had kicked him in the balls and that had set his fetish into motion. When he confessed most of his jerk-off fantasies to me, they involved situations where real girls kicked him in the balls for some reason whether it involved public humiliation such as in a karate class or some other scenario.
So he began responding to some of the kinkier ads and placing ads himself. Through the power of the internet, he found real girls to kick his balls! He said the girls definitely understood it and most of them enjoyed it. But none of them were into a regular arrangement, they seemed into it only when they needed money. A few years ago, nuts responded to my kinky profile on the Sugar Daddy website and we had a few sessions. But then when I jammed my heel into his balls under a restaurant table during dinner one nite, he flipped out. I immediately wrote him off. How dare he? He was supposed to be my slave. But what I didn't quite understand about nuts was that he's mostly a masochist and fetishist. He doesn't consider himself to be submissive, even though I do. He told me this later, when we got together again. My stiletto heel impalement took him by surprise and that while public humiliation was definitely in his fantasy scenarios, he had problems reconciling it into reality scenarios. Plus the fact that ballbusting gives him nausea, so he can't combine it with a dining experience lolol. To give him credit, he did try to get back in touch with me, but I have a temper and I'm quick to cut a guy off, if he pisses me off.
So as I've revealed, our paths crossed again a few years later, and now nuts is my ballbusting slave who I see every few weeks to ballkick and beat his balls with high heels or flipflops. Flipflop CBT is fun (for me!) He'll take me out to dinner sometimes, but only lite footsie action. He likes our dinner convo to be about kinky stuff, hehe, I'm sure he goes home and jacks off to it. I still want to give nuts a few more fetishes, namely strap-on and cocksucking, we'll see if I can work him up to it. So far, he hasn't seemed interested. He's offered to worship my ass, but I'm more into something I can really control and dominate with like facefucking him with a girl cock!
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