ball slicer

I have a new slave who is also working up to cutting off his balls for me. He's been wearing a stretcher band one to two hours per day to begin to numb the scrotal nerves and he's ordering a cigar cutter that looks like a fancy guillotine to cut his balls off.

He's been ball punched and kicked for many years by Mistresses and a real girl who was into ballkicking, but unfortunately the real girl moved :-( He's been wanting to castrate himself, because he reports that his balls are pretty useless, they've shrunk in size from all the CBT, it takes him forever to get an erection that he can't maintain anyway, and when he is able to masturbate to orgasm, he spurts very little. He also thinks they're not producing very much testosterone, because he has very little body hair any more and can go days without shaving.

To humiliate himself, he also goes on dates with the ugliest women he can find in his area on Match.com (because he's not bad-looking) and then when they are so desperately horny to have sex with him, find out he has an erection problem. They reassure him or pity him at first thinking he's nervous, but then after they find out he's a deadfuck, get pissed off at him and break off with him.

A few have suggested he use Viagra and he's thought about it to humiliate himself even more, because while he'd be able to use his penis like a dildo, he'd get no pleasure himself. Becoming a eunuch is his only option. He doesn't deserve to have balls!