Sunday, January 23, 2011

new gutter slut update!

I love ruining men. It's a power trip to take a man who people might think was a normal guy, and turn him gay, sissy, turn him into a hooker, force intox him and make him do stupid things that will ruin his life. And then before he knows it, he's starring in his own version of Leaving Las Vegas, except some cute escort hooker girl isn't going to let him live at her place while he's on the downhill gutter slide. No! My gutter sluts have to live on the streets or in seedy motels or in alleys in refrigerator boxes, sleep on the beach, live in their cars. Whatever ruination awaits them, it is their fate, and the fate that I have forced on them.

So my latest gutter slut is worried that his job is now in jeopardy as he has been answering the phone at work when people call him by his sex slave name and then trying to joke his way out of it, but he reports people at work are getting a little worried about him. He also hasn't been shaving or showering and he hasn't been wearing appropriate attire to his office. His all-butter-all-the-time diet has made him gain 4 pounds already and he's stopped going to the gym. He's been driving around at nite with a blow-up sex doll in his car and yelling out the car window that he's GAY or a FAG or a SISSY. Since he's not allowed to drunk drive, forced intox awaits when he gets home, where he has to do multiple shots of Scotch and get stupider and suck on weird things around the house (like shampoo bottle cock) and hump furniture.

It won't be long before I totally gutter sluttify this slave. Too bad he only rents an apartment and leases his car, he has no assets, not even a 401K that I can suck dry. So this gutter slut will be ruined, just because....
bye bye balls!

Right now, ballboy's pathetic penis is locked up in a dick cage (CB3000) but in a few weeks, it's going to be time to take this bitch's balls using a band castrator. ballboy is going to apply the band on cam and there is no way once it's on, to take it off. Severe! He doesn't deserve his balls anyway, so turning him into a nut-less eunuch is completely justified. Femdoms have owned eunuchs for centuries. Without testosterone, eunuchs are just little bitches who Femdoms can use for their amusement and of course, profit. In fact, since this bitch can't go thru with his cam castration ceremony for a few weeks because of needing to get the money together for his Niteflirt session, he should be working two jobs! One to pay his minimum bills and the other job to tribute his Femdom owner! Well he did drain his Niteflirt account today with a tribute, but these tributes will need to be fatter and more frequent as I turn this eunuch into a complete worker drone and nut-less slave for me. And he will also remain in chastity, perhaps without orgasm ever again, as his total focus should be on serving me, not on masturbating or even having a sexual thought ever again!

Saturday, January 08, 2011

a new gutter slut?

I had a Niteflirt slut ring me up last nite who wants to be totally ruined "just like the gutter slut" and asked if I've heard anything lately from him/her. I said no, I assume I totally ruined that sissy faggot and that she must be sleeping in a cardboard box, raiding dumpsters for food and sucking cock for booze money. Gutter slut had been sinking deeper into my forced ruination. I was responsible for him getting divorced, I turned him into a total sissy, (okay now I'm going to refer to him as "her" since I sissified her). I made her live in seedy motels, streetwalk (yeah I pimped her out) and I made her suck cock at the bookstores. Gutter slut was on a Colt 45 and greasy fast food diet, but didn't gain weight, because she had to walk everywhere and was only allowed to eat 2 meals a day plus drink her hooch. My ruination caller found all of this so hot and wants this to be his fate too. A new gutter slut! I can't wait!

So far my new gutter slut has to answer his business calls with his new sissy girl name, break up with his girlfriend, eat a stick of butter a day, drink multiple shots of scotch a day (forced intox!), jack off compulsively, drive around with a blow-up sex doll in his car and more humiliating things than I want to publish on my blog, I'd rather have you ruination sluts call me live on Niteflirt and find out how I would ruin you too!
mixed nuts


I asked slave nuts how and when he first found out he was into ballbusting and ballkicking he said it happened during a karate class when he was in college. He was up to a purple belt (whatever that means). He got kicked in the nuts accidentally by a girl in the class. He doubled over and tears came to his eyes, though he didn't feel like "crying", he claimed it was some type of physiological response. The other girls in the class giggled at his weakness. Ever since then he craved the fantasy of getting kicked in the balls by a girl, but kept it repressed, meaning he never asked any of his girlfriends or his ex-wife: hey, would you like to kick me in the balls? Instead he sought out Mistresses. This began, he said, back in the 90's. Ballkicking and ballbusting weren't popular fetishes back then and most of the Mistresses he sessioned with were way more into stereotypical CBT or cock and ball bondage and didn't understand his fetish. One Mistress would go as far as stepping on his balls, he said, but not that hard, because she didn't want to ruin his balls by popping them. Well, I guess that was nice of her LMAO!

So, he claimed, he gave up on indulging his fetish with Mistresses and would just masturbate to it. Then he began noticing very kinky ads on Craigslist and on a Sugar Daddy website where he could search for local Sugar Babies. These ads seemed to be placed by real girls, not just Mistresses and it excited him more that a real girl might kick him in the nuts again. He said that the whole dungeon theatrical Ice Queen Mistress scene kind of put him off anyway. A real girl had kicked him in the balls and that had set his fetish into motion. When he confessed most of his jerk-off fantasies to me, they involved situations where real girls kicked him in the balls for some reason whether it involved public humiliation such as in a karate class or some other scenario.

So he began responding to some of the kinkier ads and placing ads himself. Through the power of the internet, he found real girls to kick his balls! He said the girls definitely understood it and most of them enjoyed it. But none of them were into a regular arrangement, they seemed into it only when they needed money. A few years ago, nuts responded to my kinky profile on the Sugar Daddy website and we had a few sessions. But then when I jammed my heel into his balls under a restaurant table during dinner one nite, he flipped out. I immediately wrote him off. How dare he? He was supposed to be my slave. But what I didn't quite understand about nuts was that he's mostly a masochist and fetishist. He doesn't consider himself to be submissive, even though I do. He told me this later, when we got together again. My stiletto heel impalement took him by surprise and that while public humiliation was definitely in his fantasy scenarios, he had problems reconciling it into reality scenarios. Plus the fact that ballbusting gives him nausea, so he can't combine it with a dining experience lolol. To give him credit, he did try to get back in touch with me, but I have a temper and I'm quick to cut a guy off, if he pisses me off.

So as I've revealed, our paths crossed again a few years later, and now nuts is my ballbusting slave who I see every few weeks to ballkick and beat his balls with high heels or flipflops. Flipflop CBT is fun (for me!) He'll take me out to dinner sometimes, but only lite footsie action. He likes our dinner convo to be about kinky stuff, hehe, I'm sure he goes home and jacks off to it. I still want to give nuts a few more fetishes, namely strap-on and cocksucking, we'll see if I can work him up to it. So far, he hasn't seemed interested. He's offered to worship my ass, but I'm more into something I can really control and dominate with like facefucking him with a girl cock!