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I asked slave nuts how and when he first found out he was into ballbusting and ballkicking he said it happened during a karate class when he was in college. He was up to a purple belt (whatever that means). He got kicked in the nuts accidentally by a girl in the class. He doubled over and tears came to his eyes, though he didn't feel like "crying", he claimed it was some type of physiological response. The other girls in the class giggled at his weakness. Ever since then he craved the fantasy of getting kicked in the balls by a girl, but kept it repressed, meaning he never asked any of his girlfriends or his ex-wife: hey, would you like to kick me in the balls? Instead he sought out Mistresses. This began, he said, back in the 90's. Ballkicking and ballbusting weren't popular fetishes back then and most of the Mistresses he sessioned with were way more into stereotypical CBT or cock and ball bondage and didn't understand his fetish. One Mistress would go as far as stepping on his balls, he said, but not that hard, because she didn't want to ruin his balls by popping them. Well, I guess that was nice of her LMAO!

So, he claimed, he gave up on indulging his fetish with Mistresses and would just masturbate to it. Then he began noticing very kinky ads on Craigslist and on a Sugar Daddy website where he could search for local Sugar Babies. These ads seemed to be placed by real girls, not just Mistresses and it excited him more that a real girl might kick him in the nuts again. He said that the whole dungeon theatrical Ice Queen Mistress scene kind of put him off anyway. A real girl had kicked him in the balls and that had set his fetish into motion. When he confessed most of his jerk-off fantasies to me, they involved situations where real girls kicked him in the balls for some reason whether it involved public humiliation such as in a karate class or some other scenario.

So he began responding to some of the kinkier ads and placing ads himself. Through the power of the internet, he found real girls to kick his balls! He said the girls definitely understood it and most of them enjoyed it. But none of them were into a regular arrangement, they seemed into it only when they needed money. A few years ago, nuts responded to my kinky profile on the Sugar Daddy website and we had a few sessions. But then when I jammed my heel into his balls under a restaurant table during dinner one nite, he flipped out. I immediately wrote him off. How dare he? He was supposed to be my slave. But what I didn't quite understand about nuts was that he's mostly a masochist and fetishist. He doesn't consider himself to be submissive, even though I do. He told me this later, when we got together again. My stiletto heel impalement took him by surprise and that while public humiliation was definitely in his fantasy scenarios, he had problems reconciling it into reality scenarios. Plus the fact that ballbusting gives him nausea, so he can't combine it with a dining experience lolol. To give him credit, he did try to get back in touch with me, but I have a temper and I'm quick to cut a guy off, if he pisses me off.

So as I've revealed, our paths crossed again a few years later, and now nuts is my ballbusting slave who I see every few weeks to ballkick and beat his balls with high heels or flipflops. Flipflop CBT is fun (for me!) He'll take me out to dinner sometimes, but only lite footsie action. He likes our dinner convo to be about kinky stuff, hehe, I'm sure he goes home and jacks off to it. I still want to give nuts a few more fetishes, namely strap-on and cocksucking, we'll see if I can work him up to it. So far, he hasn't seemed interested. He's offered to worship my ass, but I'm more into something I can really control and dominate with like facefucking him with a girl cock!