Scuba, Scuba Do Where Are You? We've Got Some Shopping To Do Now

According to Scuba's confessions to me... He knew he was submissive for years, but hadn't pursued his desire to submit to a dominant girl. He hid his submissive nature behind his work where he has to take on a somewhat Alpha role in order to get things done. Scuba is the rare submissive with a big cock. He's also cute, funny and more than any of my other slaves, past or present, he has an interesting life. He could definitely have a girlfriend, especially if she was the bitchy type to rule over him. But he confessed that his exgfs have all wanted him to be "the man", that they were submissive sexually and that they only wanted to please him.

He signed up for membership on a sugar daddy website, because he wanted to start out by taking girls shopping. He noticed a lot of girls on the site wanted to shop and be spoiled according to their profiles, and he figured that they might notice he was really submissive and that he just wanted to spend money on them and not have sex with them. He was amped to find my profile since I made it clear there was no illusion that there would be sex, fuck no. There would only be servitude, submission and shopping. These things would arouse him more than straight sex ever did anyway. So, when I go out with another guy, after going to dinner with Scuba as my warm-up cuckold date, I tell him he must go back to his place and jack off to me being with a real man with a huge cock. Even though Scuba has a big cock, he refers to it as a small cock, in deference to superior Alpha males. He now realizes where he is in the hierarchy of men. A beta male.

Recently, I had to give several birthday gifts to two of my besties and Scuba took me shopping. He paid for three very girlie beach totes. One for me and two for my bffs. In FLA you can never have enough sandals, flipflops, sunglasses, bikinis and beach totes! And slaves...

S L U T

Most of you have called or encountered the typical NF or RT Dominatrix: the Ice Princess, the emotionally distant, controlling, demeaning heartless bitch. Her vagina is not open for business and does not appear to be open for pleasure either. But, vive le difference. I am a slut and love cock. I fuck as much cock as I can get. But I am talking about cocks that meet my size and girth and desirability standards. Cocks that aren't attached to assholes. As 99.9% of you know, I throw the little ones back.

Most Dommes I talk to act shocked that I am proud to be a slut. Apparently, it isn't a Dominatrix-y image, to be sucking and fucking. Do all Dommes live on Mt. Olympus and give up cock for their art, to maintain their Goddess status? Please! One can be dominant and still be a slut. Why not fuck as much man-meat as possible and still dominate the little whiny wimps. Why not make lilliputians lust and lather for what they can't have, the dominant alpha female's hot twat.

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And while we're on the subject of SLUTS....

I read a cool blog post about Janice Dickinson; apparently, she was quite a slut back in her younger days. I remember an interview where she said her best lover was Jon Lovitz, not only was he well-hung, but also ate good pussy. Hmmmmmm.... Subway, eat fresh! Pussy!

Hung like a hamster....

"...female mice exposed to the pheromones of dominant males generate new
brain cells. And those brain cells help them find other dominant males..."

http://www.canada.com/calgaryherald/story.html?id=6da9f754-06ca-49be-90e5-babd029d221a&k=28483 (copy & paste the URL into your browser)

Yes! There is another reason why I crave real men with big cocks. Pheromones. New brain cells. And I bet the inverse is true, betas probably shrink my brain cells. I get drunk on punishing my slaves, but it's ultimately bad for me. As for the betas being around superior females, my Niteflirt and real-time slave research has shown: hamster dicks start babbling, lose focus, get insecure, start wanking.... Their behavior is radically different than when alpha males are around alpha females....

Read the article and weep!

420 Betas


I am so tired of beta males who smoke the ganja. They are totally useless. Their motivation has left the building, along with Fat Elvis. When the 420's get a tiny hint of a chubber, they write me emails like:

Hello my names Derek Im a 21 year old college student at xxxxxU and I would love to be your bi bitch and spoil you anyway you like. Id love to learn more about you and what your looking for and do anything to just be your bitch. Ill be your cuck, slave, bitch or anything else you like. Im willing to do anything to prove I want to be your bitch. I live in Boca Raton and Im willing to do anything you ask. Can I please have a chance at being your bitch mistress?

When I say fine, I can use your cock (thinking that it can possibly be a new cocktoy for fatfuck to suck) I ask for the digits (measurement) and a face and dick photo. I get a myspace page addy and this photo:


The myspace page is devoted to the glorious 5 leafed herb, and all the friends who post messages there, are all herbally inclined. Now when I asked for a cock pic, did he think that meant the snake-as-phallic-symbol? Of course, it must all seem 'chillarious' as I'm sure he has shared my email correspondence with his 'buds'. I've written back a few terse emails, when a friend redirected and suggested I try to titillate him, get him back in that mode, and well, still no response. I'm sure he's in cannabis bliss right now, and can't be bothered to climb out of the rabbit hole.

And this isn't the only smokin' pope who has crossed my path (a la a black cat) this past week. I tried to upgrade Jewfro boy, and make him some more 'cheese', but he wigged on me. Any push to get him to do more than he already is, by showing up at hotel fatfuck to get his kosher meat sucked and his overload alarm goes off. He spends his days off huffing the hookah, and even the allure of more 'cheese' and more cock isn't enough to get him off the sofa.

Adios 420 betas, it's been real. Real defining.

WOM WAM!

womwam

The new site I am addicted to, you must check it! Totally subversive and fun. The site looks at pop media (tv, films, B movies) in the 50's and 60's and finds many fetishes and Femdomme prevailing themes. Where have they gone?

thx to my friend Sam for showing me the site!

Shrink Shrank Shrunk

One of my friends pointed out that I had used a picture from a 50's classic film "The Incredible Shrinking Man" in my PMS post. And also told me it was perfect to use on my blog since that film would have to be one of the classic beta loser wimp films of all time. The man shrinks to smaller than a speck, to molecular level, due to a combination of radiation and insecticide poisoning. Even his wife sees him shrink down, he becomes useless to her, in essence, she cucks him. She is, of course, a hot blonde. He has to live in a doll house, how humiliating!

Tweeners....

Between alpha and beta males, there exists a limbo, an area where I indulge my sex needs, with service males. Service males may become alpha males, but are too young to flex the alpha muscles yet. Service males have big cocks, but just aren't alpha enough to garner that rare crown. Often, because they have big cocks, and service alot of pussies, they think they are king-shit alpha, but having a big cock isn't enough. Fucking a big service male's cock is really a sex toy experience for me, I'm just using his cock for my needs. I keep a few service males in rotation and then when the mood strikes, and I see someone hot I want to fuck (as long as he passes my cut-off for size), I fuck 'n' chuck. I usually like these fucks to be out-of-towners who aren't going to pester me with future booty calls. Am I a slut? Yes. And I love it.

And an email comment from a friend:

Somebody can be a service male indefinitely if all they ever learn to do is fuck. Someone could think they were a king-shit alpha if they just fucked hot women for years, while accomplishing nothing significant in their lives, and never really pleasing a woman outside of bed.